2. i haven't heard much from adam or anything at all from emma since coming to ucl. i think i can leave those relationships for dead, which leaves me with no-one.
3. except...i had a one night stand last night. and it was the best sex of my life. his name is terry elton, and for the first time ever, i felt this connection, like i might actually be in LOVE. not poly love, love-of-my-life love. is that possible to find out from one night of passion? i can see myself marrying him, and still being able to be k.a.t.e...are'nt i sad thinking about this?
in other news, had lissa, mark, adam and debs (and all 4 mad kids) staying with me. well they didn't stay in my room, they stayed somewhere in preston, but it was nice to see them all again, specially little jacinta, i love her! and i hadn't seen deb's daughter kessa before, aww she so cute! not forgetting deryck throwing up all over the place...anyway, i love the kids, except lissa has this little step child called kirstien, a love child from mark and some bitch he had. kirstien is EVIL, she's like a child of the devil (no offence mark). she was practically trying to kill deryck. i managed to keep her in line when i was there - im scary kate aren't i?